My Rollercoaster Faith coming to a Slow stop.

In the past several years, the devil as been slamming me with nonstop, irritating things that causes me to get mad at God & ask "why would you do this to me...again?". In late 2008, my grandfather passed away setting me in a terrible mood for a long time. I believe that the devil himself used this to strike at me when i was most vulnerable. Because at that time, i had a teacher that gave me the worst time & ruined my 8th grade, my bike got stolen, couple months l8r, my new bike got stolen, then again my other bike got stolen. None of those was my honest fault. During that time i asked God the whole time, why are you doing this to me. Therefore throwing me into the deepest bowels of my faith.

Today at the end of my first day of Sophmore year, my student ID got stolen by some weinerschnitzel in the wrestling room. & when i realized ill probably wont see my ID ever again, i blamed the Lord once again asking why the he would do this to me again. I know this is a very very small thing to be complaining about, but when you get thrown little small things at you again & again consistently, it gets to you fast. I realized at this moment the devil knows my weakness & its getting the little things thrown at me to tick me off, ultimately blaming our heavenly father for my small turmoils. As as i was eating my KFC dinner tonight, i prayed to God about the day, & i just mostly talked to him about my day, & when i finished, i felt a sigh of relief, like a weight was pulled off my shoulders.

Today i learned a lot of things. 1. The Devil knows my weakness therefore i must watch out. 2. I gotta stay strong within the Lord. 3. Prayer is the fuel of our faith. Prayer really helps with our problems. I thank God for giving me the turmoils, even though i complain & getting angry at him at the time, l8r on, i come to accept why it had to be done, & my faith becomes stronger in wisdom through them.


"The night is dark, just before the dawn" - Harvey Dent.

i thought Harvey Dent's quote was perfect for this so i wanted to put a pic of him too lol