My life right now is in utter chaos & confusion. Im overcome with emotions i cannot handle. My faith right now is at its highest but my relationship with God is at its weakest. Im trying to balance what the world's trying to throw at me all by myself when the God who created the heavens & the Earth is beside me every single moment of my life.
Ive lost all track of the meaning of the resurrection by all circumstances & lost sight of whats important. MY one on one with God. MY relationship with God. My Love for God. I have so much hate in my heart which ive been holding on to for a long time. I need to let go of it & surrender it all to my heavenly Father.
I need to empty my brain. Completely rid my head & heart with all the junk that its containing. There are many things i need to let go of & cleanse out of my heart. What i need is me to be at peace with God & surrender my all to him. Thats what i need. A System Reboot.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
The War of Ambition: Operation Humanity
you cant trust anybody. everyone u meet will always backstab u & turn your back on you. i dont care how close u can get with a person, EVERY SINGLE person is wired in their heart to the core to backstab everyone they come into mere contact with. They may do it directly or indirectly, but they will do it.
how heartless can someone be to completely ignore a man they call brother when you know for a fact they are not themselves. if u kno that, u will move yer selfish needs to go & check up on yer "brother".
I vow to myself that i will humble myself & make it my life goal to always put myself below others to serve them with love as Christ loved. & i wont be a hypocritical bastard & preach about "loving & serving" when i dont do it myself. no. no i make it my Life Goal to make sure i demote myself to the servitude of humanity under Christ, with Christ, like Christ did. this isnt no fun & games. this is real life that God gave us & im going to take this very seriously. My life duty will be to truly love others & be there for them as a real brother, be a good friend, & most of all never turn my back on my brother or sister.
how heartless can someone be to completely ignore a man they call brother when you know for a fact they are not themselves. if u kno that, u will move yer selfish needs to go & check up on yer "brother".
I vow to myself that i will humble myself & make it my life goal to always put myself below others to serve them with love as Christ loved. & i wont be a hypocritical bastard & preach about "loving & serving" when i dont do it myself. no. no i make it my Life Goal to make sure i demote myself to the servitude of humanity under Christ, with Christ, like Christ did. this isnt no fun & games. this is real life that God gave us & im going to take this very seriously. My life duty will be to truly love others & be there for them as a real brother, be a good friend, & most of all never turn my back on my brother or sister.
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