Sept. 11, 2001 is Fake.

After September 11, 2001, our government went to war without Congress's approval. Our rights were legally stripped from us for the "protection" of our people. The Geneva Protocol of 1925 was broken, allowing Biological Warfare Labs to pop up around the country. FEMA Death Camps were created also around the nation.

Without the "terrorist" attack, none of this could have happened. And even more so, the whole 9/11 Stories dont add up. Conspiracies started cooking almost immediately after the towers fell.

4 Black boxes from the 2 planes that crashed into the World Trade Center were never recovered, but tiny fingernail sized bones of the flight passengers were recovered but 4 bright orange, boxes were never found... The towers, made out of steel completely, fell because the jet fuel melted away the support... And even before the planes hit the tower, eye witnesses say they heard booms going off from the bottom of the towers. Pre-detonations just as if they were demolishing an old building. Also, the Air Force was notified that 2 planes were hijacked, but why didnt they order them to be shot down?? And how could amateur terrorists fly Boeing 737 planes straight into the Twin Towers at such low altitude.

Its because, this was done by the U.S. government. Not some terrorists based in Pakistan.

The World Trade Center on 9/11


The Pentagon on 9/11

Changing the Game.

Im changing my blogspot to a blog just on my conspiracy theories and anti-illuminati rants. To Notify the public.

Post-War

well the battles have ended. my minds at somewhat at peace but still recovering. it was tough times but ive definitley think ive learned alot haha (i still need time to understand what ive learned [kind of wait for the smoke to clear]).

Yesterday was a great Easter. truly a great day & blessed. its always encouraging praising God with many people & just rejoicing. good stuff good stuff.

but if there is one thing i for sure learned is that no matter how bad things are, looking for the faintest light, even in the darkest of places, can slowly light up all of its surrounding darkness to reveal the beauty all around that was not visible before.

you know, the life of a christian is hard. & i know im one of the worst examples of a christian. but every time i think about God's grace & what he does for me, im always so blessed by that. Christian life is definitley hard, but the sinner's life is so easy. at times i wonder why God has given me a life where i chose to follow him instead of a sinner's life where i wouldve done the opposite. but then i think about why i go through the hardships that i go through. God gives them to me out of his grace & his unconditional love. & forever i will always be thankful for him choosing me to love him & glorify him.

These days i feel my life is at a halt & i feel im going nowhere. & i know Gods here with me, but i havent felt his presence in a long time, & i feel alone. things around me are not going the way they should. i need as much help i can get or more time. i know the road is long & the path is not easy & that in the end God will be glorified somehow but i have to finish the walk down the path to finish it. & im nowhere close & im falling of the road. In these tough times, i still look to God but most times i find nothing, but i keep looking. but all that anger & sadness has to go somewhere & i take it out on those around me. & those around me are people that i usually love. i messed up & im loosing the fight.

I try to be the best person i can in God's name, but i fall more times than i get back up. but i truly want to be the best person i can be. A good friend. A good son. A good brother. A good example. A good Christian. & hopefully a good father some day. but in all those i need God & i must not let that go or loose sight. In the end, God will be glorified. In the end i will have learned a hard lesson. but i dont know how much longer i have or if ill even make it.

The War of Ambition: The Unconditional Surrender

you know its hard. giving your all to God is hard. first of all, saying that & willing to is hard. the next part is actually doing it. its freaking hard. but the thing is i dont know how. at my last retreat, the thing that came to my mind to pray about & wat i actually prayed was constantly, "Lord im confused, i need guidance, i need you to lead my life, & i give you my unconditional surrender."

The song Everything by Lifehouse was one of those songs that was written by one of those people that were completely surrendered unto the Holy Spirit. Everything is such a powerful song & its such a beautiful song. Since retreat, ive tried to Surrender onto God but its not easy. so in a sense, ive given for awhile. but i heard this song again recently & i was so encouraged by it. its one of the most beautiful songs ever written & most encouraging in my opinion.

When it sings, "How could I, Stand here with You, & not be moved by you?" im so touched & humbled by that. I am utterly confused & lost in what im doing in this life im living. God has given me the role of Andrew Chae to glorify him & to spread the love by living life to the fullest in his name. but im failing him. & thats because i have not been letting Him guide me & lead me but me following God when i feel like it which is unacceptable. i need all the help i can get. So that is why i give to God, my Holy Father, my Unconditional Surrender, so that in his name, i glorify God & love & serve.

System Reboot.

My life right now is in utter chaos & confusion. Im overcome with emotions i cannot handle. My faith right now is at its highest but my relationship with God is at its weakest. Im trying to balance what the world's trying to throw at me all by myself when the God who created the heavens & the Earth is beside me every single moment of my life.

Ive lost all track of the meaning of the resurrection by all circumstances & lost sight of whats important. MY one on one with God. MY relationship with God. My Love for God. I have so much hate in my heart which ive been holding on to for a long time. I need to let go of it & surrender it all to my heavenly Father.

I need to empty my brain. Completely rid my head & heart with all the junk that its containing. There are many things i need to let go of & cleanse out of my heart. What i need is me to be at peace with God & surrender my all to him. Thats what i need. A System Reboot.

The War of Ambition: Operation Humanity

you cant trust anybody. everyone u meet will always backstab u & turn your back on you. i dont care how close u can get with a person, EVERY SINGLE person is wired in their heart to the core to backstab everyone they come into mere contact with. They may do it directly or indirectly, but they will do it.

how heartless can someone be to completely ignore a man they call brother when you know for a fact they are not themselves. if u kno that, u will move yer selfish needs to go & check up on yer "brother".

I vow to myself that i will humble myself & make it my life goal to always put myself below others to serve them with love as Christ loved. & i wont be a hypocritical bastard & preach about "loving & serving" when i dont do it myself. no. no i make it my Life Goal to make sure i demote myself to the servitude of humanity under Christ, with Christ, like Christ did. this isnt no fun & games. this is real life that God gave us & im going to take this very seriously. My life duty will be to truly love others & be there for them as a real brother, be a good friend, & most of all never turn my back on my brother or sister.