you know its hard. giving your all to God is hard. first of all, saying that & willing to is hard. the next part is actually doing it. its freaking hard. but the thing is i dont know how. at my last retreat, the thing that came to my mind to pray about & wat i actually prayed was constantly, "Lord im confused, i need guidance, i need you to lead my life, & i give you my unconditional surrender."
The song Everything by Lifehouse was one of those songs that was written by one of those people that were completely surrendered unto the Holy Spirit. Everything is such a powerful song & its such a beautiful song. Since retreat, ive tried to Surrender onto God but its not easy. so in a sense, ive given for awhile. but i heard this song again recently & i was so encouraged by it. its one of the most beautiful songs ever written & most encouraging in my opinion.
When it sings, "How could I, Stand here with You, & not be moved by you?" im so touched & humbled by that. I am utterly confused & lost in what im doing in this life im living. God has given me the role of Andrew Chae to glorify him & to spread the love by living life to the fullest in his name. but im failing him. & thats because i have not been letting Him guide me & lead me but me following God when i feel like it which is unacceptable. i need all the help i can get. So that is why i give to God, my Holy Father, my Unconditional Surrender, so that in his name, i glorify God & love & serve.
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