System Reboot.

My life right now is in utter chaos & confusion. Im overcome with emotions i cannot handle. My faith right now is at its highest but my relationship with God is at its weakest. Im trying to balance what the world's trying to throw at me all by myself when the God who created the heavens & the Earth is beside me every single moment of my life.

Ive lost all track of the meaning of the resurrection by all circumstances & lost sight of whats important. MY one on one with God. MY relationship with God. My Love for God. I have so much hate in my heart which ive been holding on to for a long time. I need to let go of it & surrender it all to my heavenly Father.

I need to empty my brain. Completely rid my head & heart with all the junk that its containing. There are many things i need to let go of & cleanse out of my heart. What i need is me to be at peace with God & surrender my all to him. Thats what i need. A System Reboot.